The First Few

From the First class of media studies i was confused and lost. there wasn't a language barrier problem. it was just what the discussion was about that turned my brains into goo. the only thing that interested me in the beginning was the Matrix and somehow that too turned into a strange, mind boggling piece of work. however it wasn't as hard as i expected it to be and it helped me understand the classes a little bit. the whole saga of the matrix is that they are all living in a world that is a complete loop, happening over and over again. and that was what the discussions were. even borges and I was different but somehow the same thing. it also took people who read it into a loop which was how i felt. first i thought there was something wrong with what i was taking in. i had to read it 2 to 3 times to understand that it is suppose to be that way. Brings you into a maze where there are no exits. which brings me to wonder why is this so important for us? i know im not going to become someone who's going to write and talk about these psychological things. but then again it is interesting. its just the process of taking it all in is what i don't like about it.